Tuesday, August 13, 2013

GIVE ME

GIVE ME ME

of all the pain on this vain i trained myself restrain,
of all the hurt and the dirt i assert to desert,
of all the cries from the lies i despise that made me wise,
of all the hurdle, most impossible whirl, those that forced me curl—

i am, dear world—
nothing more but a girl.

give me my voice so i can scream,
give me my hand so i can reach,
give me my eyes so i can dream,
give me my ears so i can teach.

give me me, dear life,
give me me.

and i promise to nurture me,
like an acorn –i will be an oak,
then i vow to keep nursing me,
revive my every death like phoenix—
survive every ash, every fog, every smoke.

i am, dear world—

nothing more but a girl.

but this nothingness is the very everything for my children and my husband,
the rain on their head at times when their lives burn
the hands that will lift every ounce of their burden
the very home that waits devotedly for their return

this girl—

is a guarantee for every lost soul.

this girl—
can be anything you can only imagine me to be.

if—
and only if—
you give me—

me.


this is a piece i made for Wellington Women Walk for Peace, New Zealand.
just because i am--
a woman.
(Fynn Jamal.2013) 

I'm Happy Girl :)

















Location: Kundasang Dairy Farm
Temperature: 16 celcius kot ! hahahaa 
Time: 4.30 - 5.30 pm
Awesome place u shud go if u come to Kundasang. 
Tapi kalau nak mai sine, pastikan anda mengunakan kenderaan yg sesuai. agak payah nak masuk kawasan ini, sebab berbukit bukau, then keadaan jalan yang agak tak senonoh. 
Like Paradise :) 


Humble


Monday, August 12, 2013

sesungguhnya kita mampu menanggunya.



Farewell - BAM-MCD-SYS Joint Venture


me with happy face, so long BMSJV.harharhar


im the only girl and 8 guys who left this company. The reason why they left, b'coz of their contract ended and some of them got other project to handle in other places. me b'coz i dont want to work here anymore. i resigned myself.


 mingle-mingle around with my close friends on my last night here at Lumut. 
the crowd @ staff BMSJV, u can see they are come from difference races & country.
i've got chinese, sri lanka, indonesia, ghana, africa,  Philippine, holland, ireland friends and other country.

peace ^_^



Farewell 27 March 2013
Place: Capri Lumut 
Time: 2000 - 2200
Reason for leaving: Contract ended 

Working place: Teluk Rubiah Lumut Perak 
i really miss my team ( vicky, aqumal,raja,ahmad,wan,hery) 
The best team i ever meet.
u guys rock my world ^_^
may we see meet again soon.


Long time no see ya....

Pic 1: Kundasang Dairy farm. Awesome place ! betul2 kat kaki gunung kinabalu.

Assalamualaikum,
Hey Hey Hey im back dear. hahaha gila lama tak update belog ni. super malas nak update. 
Anyway, hari rasa nak update plak belog ni. bersedia untuk dengar aku merepek ! 
Will start my entry dgn tempat2 yg pernah aku travel. 

see ya in my next entry :) 
kiss & hugs please. hehehe